19.4.08

i don't like

mean geese. i was minding my own sweet business, strolling along the side of the water with my baby girl. i wanted to show her the pretty flowers down by the pond. we were engaged in our little babbled conversation when i got one of those "feelings." i looked up to find a flock of geese, like 9 of them, all staring straight at me, swimming as fast as they could, coming to see if we had anything to eat. i wouldn't have been very concerned except that i suddenly had flashbacks of when i got attacked by a goose who apparently needed to eat my shoelaces. so i slowly backed up. well, that didn't help. suddenly there were three geese on the ground, came out of nowhere, and were racing at us. so, needless to say, i ran back toward the playground, my knight in shining armor rescued me, and it was a happy ending. i told him to go see if the geese would charge at him, his response was, "nah, i don't really feel like killing a goose today."





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however, they are pretty from far away...


18.4.08

well,

i hope everyone ELSE enjoyed the storms because I never saw any of them. oh wait, yes, I did see them, in the horizon, miles and miles and miles away. all i want is a big storm. that's all...ok, not TOO big. i remember in east texas, it would rain for weeks at a time. not drizzle, RAIN. and oh how i despised it. until i made the sudden turn into a world of love for rain. i long for it! i know i've talked about it before. but i miss it so.


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anyway, besides my complaining about the weather, if you like really good music, listen to this.





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i love nature



i love spring!







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pain

hm. you'd think i'd learn after dealing with this every single day. i know it will happen. i can prevent it from happening. and it's easy to do. yet, for some reason, i don't. and every time it happens, i think the same thing, "Why didn't I dry my hands after washing them so my fingers wouldn't get stuck to the ice so i don't have to painfully pry them off to drop the ice in my drink?" every day. it hurts. it really does.



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HOWEVER, if that's my biggest problem right now, then i think i'm doin ok.





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16.4.08

it's been

a while since i have written anything. not that i was keeping anyone in anticipation or anything. it's very late and my brain is very tired from trying to teach myself how to use adobe illustrator. photoshop was so much easier to learn. ugh.

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i have lots of stuff to say, but none of it is forming together in my head to make even one sentence. so i'll go to bed for now. sleep well.

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